Friday, March 21, 2008

Video killed the radio star...

This was at Dalton's 3rd Birthday.. He was ready to "Get the party started" and open presents..

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Bright Copper Kettles and Warm Woolen Mittens...

Part 2!

Because I suck and hit publish before I was finished. lol

Website: Celebrity Baby Blog

Shopping Website: Barnes and noble!

TV Show: Grey's Anatomy, Private Practice, and Charmed.

I know Charmed isn't airing new episodes anymore, but I will always be a fan.

Guilty Pleasure: The History Channel.
Yes, I am a dork. If you have the link to my should already know my dork status.

Ice Cream: Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough

Celebrity Fantasy: Patrick Dempsey by a long shot.. yummy.

Yes, I was bored..and felt the need to post SOMETHING! lol
I hope you enjoyed my favorites.. I'm tagging you to post your favorite things too!

Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens...

These are a few of my favorite things...

I'm not I don't have free goodies for you..but I'm sharing anyway.

SONG: Stay by Sugarland

MOVIE: Drumline

This isn't my alltime favorite..Dalton and I caught it on TNT tonight and I hadn't seen it before. Good movie..I want to see it again from the beginning.

FOOD: Biscuits and mashed potatoes and gravy.
I'm all about comfort food right now. lol

BOOK: "A Great and Terrible Beauty" by Libba Bray

I was recommended this book by Nateah. She told me about what a fantastic read this was and let me borrow it. I wasn't able to get to it right away because Dalton got sick, but once I did..OMG! I read it in one sitting. (late night sitting lol)
Looks can be deceiving though. This is a book geared toward teens, but I loved it! I found out that there is a trilogy and I am very excited about reading the next two books in it.

MAGAZINE: "Newsweek" or "Entertainment Weekly"

GOSSIP BLOG: definately Perez Hilton -
also I check and

Thursday, March 13, 2008

There's a tear in my beer..

I could just sit here and cry right now. I feel the close to the edge. I won't let them go though.

No one hurt my feelings, nothing happened that caused this emotion. I should have known yesterday that it would happen. Yesterday, I was so happy. I mean..estatically happy. Again, for no reason.

I am a functioning bi polar person. That means I do not take medication. 90% of the time, I am perfectly normal. That other 10% of the time is a bitch. Its either super manic..or hide me under a rock until I die.

I am not looking for sympathy..I don't want a lecture about how I should take the meds my doctor thinks I am taking. I just want to vent...

This too shall pass..

Tuesday, March 11, 2008


On the way to Gattiland tonight ( I didn't feel like cooking lol)..I swerved to avoid a dog in the road..

Dalton: Ohhhh Crash..Mommy, crash the car again! That was funny!!

Mommy: No, Dalton. Crashing cars is NOT funny.


On the way to school this morning.. I asked Dalton if he wanted to call Daddy when I pick him up.. Just to say Hi.

He got this big evil grin..and said...

"I will tell Daddy..Whats up Dog? Hows it hanging?"

(insert evil toddler laughter here)

Monday, March 10, 2008

Rambling Bitching Vents

So... I did as I had planned..made a pitcher of sweet goodness..or maybe it was a bit sour..but holy shit it was good. I then sat back and reflected on my life.

Conclusion: It is pretty fucked up. Yup I said it, I went there.

Now, how do I change it? Or do I change me? But..if I change me..then I won't be "ME" anymore. Confusing isn't it? Or maybe not..alcohol talking lol

I understand how some people come to depend on alcohol or drugs to get through life..I can sympathize with them even. I could so go there..but I can't. Sometimes I want to..but I can't.

** Numbers.. I think its time to start counting again. Or not counting..does it matter that much? ( know what I mean haha)

** Work.. I hate my job. I said it. I do. I don't hate my co workers..they are pretty cool.. I just hate hating my job..hating the stupid fuckers that come in the store and don't even know there own fucking cell phone number. I mean c'mon! I understand you don't call yourself often..but dammit..don't be a dumbass. Or can you NOT know what you are paying for???? You would be SHOCKED at the amount of people who have NO CLUE what the hell they pay for every month. Or they will bitch about their bill going up fifty cents due to fcc shit..but pay late every damn month and rack up $15 late fees. I mean shit...are you stupid or what???? I could go on and on and on..but I will stop there.

Okay so I mislead you.. I promised a fun drunk blog..but I couldn't put out. All the work and no orgasm..(not naming names..). I needed to bitch and this is my blog. So there ;-D


We were playing...

Super silly game..just run up and scare each other going "Pow Pow"..

No guns..or pretend guns.. Dalton just thinks that sound is funny.

So I run up to him flailing (is that even a freakin word?) my arms..going "Pow pow pow" in a high pitch voice..and my little monster..stops...POINTS his finger at me and says.."MOMMY< CALM DOWN RIGHT NOW"

Okay...gee I wonder where he has heard THAT from??? LMAO

Blah Blah Blog

I'm trying to get in the habit of blogging on a regular basis..but its hard.
My life is boring. Yes work..mommy mommy.. that is just what my life is at the moment.

I wouldn't trade my son for the world..but I need some excitement in my life. *wink wink nudge nudge* lol

My goal of the day is to sit back with a pitcher of alcoholic beverages and brainstorm on how I can get my groove back. lmao

*in laymans terms..look for a drunk blog tonight*

Tuesday, March 4, 2008


I suck..and no not in the good way either. haha :-D

I went to court on 2/27..and have I updated about it? Nope..not a email mention..or a blog post.

So we wake up to SNOW!! Of all freakin days to snow..yes the day I am supposed to meet asshole..I mean Jamie.. in court. Luckily the roads were still safe..and the daycare was still open. Mom and I took Dalton to school, then drove downtown. We got there right around 9am, which is what my papers said to be there. I check in..and we have a seat. Honestly, I didn't think he would show up. At this point, I hadn't heard from him in over a year and he hadn't called or seen Dalton in over a year either.

About 9:30 am he showed up. I don't know if he didn't see me..or was just ignoring me, but he didn't speak. About 10 minutes later, I walked up to him..and made small talk. He asked about Dalton..and I asked about his other son.. He said that L's mother was keeping him from him..and I reminded him that I had NEVER kept Dalton from him..regardless of how I felt..I never told him no if he wanted to see him. He said that he knew that and he had been keeping himself away. WTF?? Seriously?? What kind of fucked up person does that?? Anyway..he said he was trying to get his priorities straight. @@ Oh I told him that Dalton has been asking about his daddy..and he said "why..he doesn't even know who I am?" and I said.."I know..but he does". I told him that I had tried to get in touch with him through his sister, but never heard back from her. He said they don't speak still. So they call everyone into court..and we check in w/ the judge..then its back out to the waiting room. Fun fun. About 20 min. later, the bailiff comes out and calls our names. The judge assigned Jamie a lawyer and reset our court date for April 2nd at 9am. He told Jamie.." If I were you, I would pay as much as I can in Child Support between now and then." So that way my day in court.

We were walking, mom, and him. I flat out asked him.. do you want to see Dalton? Because if you don't, I will not ask you again..and I refuse to force you to be a part of his son's life. He said that he does..and he will. He gave me his cell number and told me I can call him anytime. Mom..being the butting in kinda mother she is..asked him if he wanted to see Dalton today. We were planning on getting him from daycare since I was off work. He said yeah he would like that if I didn't mind. So I told us at my house in 30-45 min. So I can get Dalton settled..

So Mom and I go to get the boy..but I didn't tell him what was going to happen. Not long after we get home and changed..he knocks on the door. I tell Dalton, hey buddy..your daddy is here to see you. What does he do?? Runs to me..crying ..begging No Mommy No. It was so pitiful. So I pick him up..and hold him..and comfort him..telling him Daddy just wants to see how big he is..and talk to him..and even play. That he isn't going bye bye..he is staying with Mommy like always.

He whined/cried for about 10 minutes while Jamie tried to talk to him. Then slowly started to warm up to him. Then BAM! he was all about his daddy. They played football, basketball, name it. They rough housed..and everything was "my daddy" this and "my daddy" that. It was sickening lol. All in all he stayed for over an hour. Dalton started to get tired..and asked if Daddy was going home. I said yes Daddy has his own house. He asked if he was going to Daddy's house. I told him not this day but maybe another day if Daddy says its okay. Then dalton said he wanted his daddy to live with Mommy. Ugh.. where did this come from?? I explained to him that mommy and daddy can't live together. Mommy and Dalton live with Mamaw at Mamaw's house and Daddy has another house. Not sure what he understood..but I had to explain it a few times. So they play a bit more..then its time for Jamie to leave.. I tell Dalton to give Daddy a hugs and kisses. He said no..MOMMY KISS DADDY> lmao I was like..ummm NO..I'm not kissing Daddy. I said then just give Daddy high 5s ..thats cool. So he gives him high fives and a hug.

Fast forward to the next day.. Mom picked Dalton up from school and Claudia said ALL he talked about all day was his daddy and what they did. Mom called me at work later and said that for the past hour all he has wanted to do was "I call my to my daddy". So I called him..and explained that I was sorry to bother him..but Dalton was really wanting to talk to him and could he please call the house. He seemed really happy that Dalton was thinking about him..He called they talked for awhile and Dalton was good.

Okay..I am done typing my novel..for now. LOL